Bare faced

I have had blemished skin for some time now, and just as you one day have to accept that your legs never will be long and hot, I have accepted that this is something I have to live with. I have to some extend tried to conceal it, but I have not covered my face up in foundation. I have applied a bit concealer where needed, and then brushed on som i.d. mineral powder. Every morning and night I have used cleanser, toner and lotion. I have learned to live with it, but some weeks ago my skin went from ok to bad. That I could not accept, so I booked a facial.
Today was the day of the facial, and the lovely facialist peeled and polished and squeezed until I almost cried. Now she sounds horrible, but she was really nice and had the most amazing skin. I will have another hour of horror in about two weeks because the facialist said "Let's put an end to this...", and she gave me a discount! She is just the best!
I have to start using a serum with acid from MD Formulations and say good-bye to my beloved clinique. (Not because clinique is doing the harm, I just need something stronger to kill the acne.)I am looking forward to a future where I don't need to accept blemished skin! prospects not looking good right now, I am red as a tomato...

This is me, bare faced, the day after my facial... I thought it might be funny to have a "before" picture so that I can compare!
xxx Hannah